If I slip away, if I die today….

I’ve lost sight of whats important, what i need to get to where i want to go. When I look out, all that lies ahead is complete darkness. I can’t seem to find the light.

Be strong. Be brave. You’ll make it through. 

One of the most horrifying moments i’ve ever experienced is when I lost my ego while on shrooms. Why does it matter? Why is it that what defines me is so important? Nothing makes me special. Nothing i’ve ever done has made a difference. So why is it so terrifying to lose ones self worth, if in reality, you have no worth? I want to become one with the bigger picture. Why must we all be so self involved? We are nothing individually.